I really enjoyed this Ease at Work presentation. I could've used it when he gave it in May of 06 when I was in the middle of a gig from hell that did a number on me. But, I do identify with so much of what Kent says.
Seems like we're about the same age, I'm 50 and guessing he's closing in, and we're both coming to a place of being tired of riding the genius, shithead roller coaster. This is where we are wasting a lot of time on being fucked up how good or not good we are as programmers. How some days we just feel so great only to be crushed by our total ineptitue the next day.
This manic and painful way of being is just so wearing and wasteful. Kent guesses that it may have something to do with our age and how this technology was kind of a novel thing when we were growing up. And that we may have gotten our sense of worth from being these kinds of wizards that make these magical boxes spin. He says that it may be that younger people take this stuff as just ordinary parts of their life. Would be like I got all puffed up about being the guy that can fix the frig and all you lesser intellilects would never have the skills or magic to do that.
I mean, just how much time have I wasted on riding this pendulum? And it just seems that this bipolar view of oneself in relation to one's craft, or just plain work, is pretty dysfunctional.
This view of oneself also promotes an otherness and entitlement that must be annoying to be around. Why do I feel that I should be exempt form the constraints within the company I work for?
Do they not know that wizard are to be revered and should not be tied to the mundane reality of limited resources or limited timelines?